Today, I didn't have plans. I stayed home, clean my apartment, baked a Chocolate Swirl Cheesecake, went cycling around for a while, went grocery shopping, cooked ramen for dinner... A simple normal peaceful day that I am thankful for. I do have something to think about. I had to think about when I am heading home, decide on a date to fly back and I have to submit the form next week, before I go to Osaka for Golden Week. It led me into thinking about my 8 months in Japan. I suddenly had a thought that I wasteful much time here, I donno, as in I should have spent my time more wisely. I should and could have done so much more here. I think I did quite a lot here, I learnt a lot too, but the realisation that I have to go home soon, kinda makes me sad, 1 year is so short and before I know it, it is coming to an end. I love to go home, but I also enjoyed my life here very much or maybe I am just afraid of "what's next?" in my life.
What should I do when I go back? What other
exciting things can I look forward to? I donno
how to explain my mixed feelings now.
Time to ponder again...
And I forgot to add this: Happy Birthday, Shan! Hope you had a great time at USS!
Recipe for Chocolate Swirl Cheesecake:
even u noe i going to USS, best.. only i dunno
ReplyDeletei donno...hee... I saw Ling's fb asking you to go back and take over Ieki...
ReplyDeleteIt's always sad to say goodbye and I'm really very proud of what you've accomplished in Japan! It's a journey that I'm so envious of..
ReplyDeleteI'm sure the next chapter will be even more exciting! perhaps with a special someone! :))